Showing posts from April, 2017

Is death really the answer

It's amazing how you can feel their pain Only after they gone  And wounds are already bleed out  And the pain already took them out And there is nothing you can do  But mourn them  It's crazy we get one life to live And so much pain is inflicted in that life  And how we hold all in Not searching for the light But someone is here for you Was there for you  Should had tried harder for you Gonna miss you man Should had spoke up more for you Judge you less  Welcomed you more  Inspired your dreams more Said I love you more Is our fault  Is it anyone's  Now you at peace they say Should had had that when you were alive Trying to survive the cruelness Now you up above  Now you up above  Now you up above  Was death really the answer

Only pennies to my name

I feel like a moneyless foolGood for nothing Selfish heifer  Pennies to my name But not enough to make 100 Quarter would save my life If I could get one  Bills on top of bills God hear my cry  I am trying But maybe not hard enough I am a moneyless fool Living for a rich future  Trying to remember  a rich past  Stuck in a moneyless present Oh how I worry Oh how I anger  Oh how I get poor with money  But hopefully not my spirit 

In my blue dress

I sit here With my blue dress on Watching you come in here All late  Full of excuses  Try to explain your way out of it But you know you wrong You could have called You could have sent someone to me Making me wait Was a big mistake Cause know mister you got a problem  Told me to put on a fancy dress Told me you be here at six It's 11:02 And I got nothing to say to you  My hair is down now My shoes are off My makeup is gone  And I am feeling a little tipsy  It's not fair You can't kiss it away  I don't even want you to stay  Just go away  Just leave me be  My yesterday's were better When you didn't have me waiting  On our five year anniversary Here's to us

Our happy is real

I look around the roomAnd what what do I see  All these happy faces looking at me  Seeing me for what I am  And how I do pretend Just to make all of you happy 
I look around the room  Hoping to see you  Hoping you here  Feeling that your near  I want you here  So I don't have to pretend 
Oh how glorious it could be For you and me  To run away from it all Everything else would seem so small  It's one to love But it's another to stay 
Come join me  Yeah come up on stage  They wik think its a show  So let's give them a good one But we will know Our happy is so real

My man

I need my perfect manTo only buy me nice things Who makes me go bananas  Every time hear his name  Sometimes I need that man Who makes me feel so special  I want him now I want home forever  I want him to be my man