So many times

I have been told so many times in my life that "I love you"
Only for it to never be seen to be true
And only if I could find that man
That one true man
I would know if it's real
But l love myself and no need no validation
But it's doesn't hurt to have a relationship
I would look high and low
Til someone told me so
And meant it to
I been told so many times
If feels like a constant smile
Feels like a phony laugh
Like a repeated lie
But even as I sit in the sand
I know there is one man
Who means it to be true