I hold

I hold my hands up
In defense of
The pain yet to come
Its cold out there
But ain't warm in here
I hold my breath
Counting to ten
Maybe it will go away
Maybe its just a dream
Trying to scream out
But no one hears
I am trapped inside
At my own demise
Knee deep in grief
I am lost right now
Cant fight the unseen
Cant stop the untouchable
Just cry out for relief
But its not letting up
I can predict the end
I can imagine my start
I don't remember my whole life
And yet it all ends
I hold my head away
But it finds me anyhow
No I can let go
Take pieces of my soul
I get to keep my heart
But it crumbles away
Maybe there is a cure
Just not for me
Not yet

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